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Arthur Rosch's avatar

This may take a while.

I was in the Bardo Chamber

and The Guide was speaking to me in a thousand voices.

A while, I asked. Do I know what a “while” is?

It doesn’t matter outside of time, said The Guide. You will be cared for

most tenderly

when you least know it;

A Presence will be established, it will

walk with you for thousands of lifetimes.

You will know The Presence only by vague signs

and you will grind your teeth with frustration

thinking that it is absent.

It is never absent. It may be quiet

so it can listen. It is never absent, never leaves your life.

When you have completed the design I will send you forth

into a body that you may know being human. It is a dispensation,

your humanity. It is a temporary condition. Be grateful for it.

“A while”? Again I prompted.

Sixty, maybe seventy years in your time.

That’s all? FSixty or seventy years?

Yes, said the Guide.

Send me there now. I will be with humanity

until I know myself.

Indeed, said the Guide. It may take a while. And time may feel like….

time. In this, we are blessed, for time is one thing we have plenty of.

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Justin E. Schutz's avatar

i'm not going to say how great this article was, nor give any of the common and convenient words or phrases we are taught to say. It would be antithetical to your point. i will say that I value it and your witing highly. If anyone reads this and does not at some place find some discomfort i think they likely are not being honest with themselves, nor the human condition. i will also say that the words "Yes, I am grateful that people remember me. But I am not flattered by their convenience." are very quotable. (MLK, JFK, John Coltrane, are likely of a similar response.)

For the most part i grew up in the city of Detroit. Frida lived there with her husband Diego Garcia while he was creating a set of murals (they are still there) at the Detroit Institute of Art that depict the industrial age through the developement of the autombile. While every schoolchild in Detroit was bussed out to Dearborn to see The Henry Ford Museum and bear witness to his greatness, little to nothing was said or observed of the timeless masterpieces by Diego Garcia nor of the equally prodigous work of his wife and partner Frida Kahlo. ( writing as the i who is not I but simply i )

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